Dear YOU

Dear YOU, You don’t know how much you are special to me. It has been more than seven years that I met you in the jeepney station and it’s been more than two years that I never saw you since the day you decided to board near your school. We saw each other. On those years, I you don’t know how much I missed you and you don’t know how many times did I pray to God that He will grant me to see you. You don’t know how much you mean to me. I was very reluctant everyday that one day I will see you again in a jeepney as it was before. But then, I was wrong. I never came to reality. Dear you, I miss YOU a lot – your smile, eyes, nose, and your angelic face, everything about you. You just don’t know how much you made me happy I was been able to get your number at facebook one day. I texted you but then you only just terminated my friendship. But then, I did not give up. I was so desperate on that time that I lied to you about who I really am just to be able to befriend with you and get to know you more. Then you changed your number, I don’t know why but this again causes me another down fall. Until such time that I need to be friend with your friends and other relatives of you just to be able to know your new number. And that desperation is a successful one. I was able to get your number before the year end because I made a promise to myself that if I could not able to get your digits; I will just forget about you and move on to my journey of life without you by my side and mind. As always, I do need to lie about who I am because I know you will not accept me as text mate if I will tell you who I really am. In that span of more than one week, maybe, I could consider it as one of the best days of my life, because you consider me as one of those who you really text in your cellphone. I really appreciate it and I learned so much about you and who you really are. Your one of the nicest person in the world and there’s no doubt about that. As they say, always tell the truth and you will not be sorry of what you have said last. Until such time that I do need to tell the truth and I know that I hearted you that much because you did not texted me almost two weeks or more than that. And I’m very sorry for that and I will always be. On that time, I am uncertain that you will never text me for what I did. But then I was wrong. You still accepted me ad I treasure that moment. I could still remember it was January 7; I enter your school not thinking how it would change my life. All I know is I will give you my peace offering, and that is your sketch which I’m longing to give it to you from the start. I sat down on the bench were you usually sat down. As I see you see you approach your friends, I don’t know how I feel. It was the best thing in this world seeing you again for more than two years. Allot of things had changed in you in you; physically and I think you also grow emotionally. Seeing your face full of surprises as you move the pages of my sketchpad seeing the different faces of you; it was the best experience I ever had. I even note it on the calendar of my cellphone that I had met you for the first time as your friend. The sketch that you had chosen is also my favorite. I draw it with love, missed, and all emotions that I felt for you. Since then, I was very excited to see your name at the inbox of my cellphone. I still have your fist text on my cellphone which bears your name. Whenever my cellphone rings I always hope that you’re the one who texted. You know, whenever I you texted me, even though it’s a simple text, I’m so happy. You make my day complete even if its not a good one, even though I’m so very tired at school, you take them away. When you uploaded your video at facebook, I really appreciate it. It’s the best video on earth. I could still remember that day when I viewed it at your account, you made my day complete. There is even a time that I do need to make an absent to my class just to be able to copy your downloaded video from a very close friend. Recently, I was really surprised that you ask me if I do have the dress you are looking for, because you will join a supermodel search at your school. So I said to my self that this is the time that you need me. After school, I found my self in a store buying the dress that you need. I don’t care how much it causes me as long as I will be able to help you and make you happy, I will do it. You don’t know how much you make me happy when you I see you walk on that ramp wearing the dress that I lend to you. And you make the night special when you were awarded as the winner of the show. The wait is worth it even I waited for almost 3 hours before the show starts and causes me to go home late in that evening (it’s the latest time that I went home so far). YOU, thank you so much for making me happy on that day. It was indeed a great day, a memorable one, one of the memories that I had with you that would lasts forever. If I could only go and greet you at the stage and congratulate you and even hug you, I would do it but I just can’t. The time that you say thank you me, its one of the sweetest messages on earth and I do keep them. I read them whenever I feel sad, and they do really helps. On Monday, you said that you will return the dress. How will I love to say that its okay if you will no longer return that. But half of me is saying that this is a great remembrance of you. I hope that one day; we could be friends, a real friend, not just in text but in person. I loved to see you talking to me, sharing secrets, laughing together, asking what my suggestion about a thing, and even leaning to each others shoulder at times when things go wrong. If that happens, I will be the luckiest person on earth and I can’t wait for that day to come. I will graduate soon, and I pray to God that He will grant me to finish my course with flying colors; if that will happened, I loved to share my success to you because you’re the one and only inspiration why I gone this far. I don’t know how I will live my life after collage now that we have established connection with each other, and I’m afraid to loose this connection. One-liner: People may not remember exactly what you did or what you said but they will always remember how you made them feel.